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Jake Shows Up – by: Odette

He threw his board down on the sand, his eyes blazing. I was a little taken back. He said, "How many boyfriends do you need, Odette?"-------------------------------------------------- I woke up as the sun was just peeking over the horizon and threw on my white bikini, some comfy gray sweatpants and a wooly hat. I could hear… Continue reading Jake Shows Up – by: Odette

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Bad Morning

"Did you read about Kristen Stewart and that director?" I said as we headed to the kitchen. "Who is Kristen Steward?" he said. "Oh come on, Twilight?" "Is she that vampire actress? One of the many?" "Did you read about how she cheated on her boyfriend with a married director?" "I don't keep up with… Continue reading Bad Morning

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GFCF? Jake Will Know

I got the diagnosis on the phone earlier that day, high functoning autism, and I had been on the computer ever since. Autism, therapy, spectrum, reversable, irreversable, life long, curable, no cure, caused by shots, nothing to do with shots...it was dizzying. I read about how a stomach is a second brain and eating the… Continue reading GFCF? Jake Will Know

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Momentary Bliss – by: Odette

Monday Morning Distraction rustles in a breeze that takes my eyes from her golden leaves. Shattering and shivers under covers, dark like a  tent, Under salty droplets and shimmering beads. Papers rustle at my feet, a surprise and I brush them off the bed with my toes. They float down as though time doesn't affect… Continue reading Momentary Bliss – by: Odette

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Club Jake

(Scroll to the bottom to see the super-cute outfit.) Jake didn’t blow me off. He came up and talked to me at the bar while Lisa was off dancing with her super cute (in the girliest way possible) friend, Bobby. I was drinking a Gin and Tanqueray and Jake was holding a glass of some… Continue reading Club Jake

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Drizzling Fireworks

I mostly just hung out with Zoe as the fireworks exploded all around our heads. She did well with the noise-cancelling headphones on and sat in my lap and played with my phone. Since the show was on campus there were a lot of students there and I found myself scanning the place for Jake.… Continue reading Drizzling Fireworks